dont receive emails

Hello! I registered with one tv provider in my country with my apple id, but since registering it shows my e-mail as my apple private email relay service email and due to this i can't change my email or password,because i didnt receive them to my actual e-mail. how do I change this and why my e-mails aren't forwarded to my actual e-mail?

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